Death- a peaceful slumber

I open my eyes to a dark place…
I'm chained…
I can’t choose to live life the way I want…
I’m being held captive against my own will…
The darkness is closing in on me…
I’m suffocated…
I want to taste freedom again
To hold on to it and never let go…

As I sit in my cell…I ponder… is this the life I’m destined to live?
Should I fight back or accept it as it is?

Today I wake up to see a light in my dark home…
An angel smiling reaching out…
I hold her hand and I’m free…
There is no darkness in this strange new place only light.
I can run and feel the wind on my cheeks… I can see the sky stretching out….
Mirroring the deep blue seas…

I look down and see my little home…
My body lifeless… but a smile across the face… deep in peaceful slumber...

last promise

Take a step... a deep breath... you can do it step ahead.
It’s too late to turn back don’t think...step into the harsh light. Ignore the music... close your eyes and drone everything out. Speak your mind and not your heart... The heart can betray...never say you cant because you can... and if it helps ill tell you that you can...
It’s too late to run away...Learn to face your fears and look into defeats eye and tell it to go away.
Don’t think too much its time... open your eyes now... its okay... surrender yourself to the mission in hand. Ignore the looks of mockery and envy... you’re not on your own you have yourself... trust yourself... Don’t ever stop dreaming... because when you dream you live for ever.
Believe you can and you will and that is my Last promise...

Runway or run away...

Is it just me or are runway shows just becoming pointless... i mean who would wear this..?
creativity is what distinguishes a person but creativity should not be at a point when it becomes unrealistic... Fashion is not about creating junk its about creating looks to satisfy a person not make them look like dogs.. fashion should standout but not STANDOUT!!

Starstruk with star plus..

A child comes home from school.. turns on the TV and instead of watching a cartoon switches the channel to star plus with mindless sitcoms with revolving cameras and pathetic sound effects that give you a head ache. Why? whats worse is that Pakistani sitcoms are turning into the same pointless melodramatic dramas wearing shiny saris and showing a out of this world life style. With the in laws giving the new bride a hard time.. or people rising from the dead..there was one show so pathetic that i have no words for it.. in the end of the show the winners were suppose to marry each other.. are they trying to spice up Sunday TV or what?!
today we see how our culture and identity are slowly fading away... even many religious practices have started to creep in our daily lives.
Pick up a DVD of old Pakistani sitcom and you will find them to have meaning. We don't find them playing for time and streaching the episode so that the show runs longer.

Full speed ahead!

Yesterday morning on the way to school an accident took place... A man died. people crowded the scene while an ambulance was called. Stuff like this happens all the time but to see it happen and to know someone died makes you realize you were lucky.
But there is one thing that bugs me.. why let it happen in the first place? Why do people not get the fact that speeding isn't cool and it doesn't make you look good.
Is it worth risking your life and others?
one more thing that has been on my mind is the fact that when something like this happens large groups of people gather.. but how many of them offer to help? why do they take it as entertainment and when everything's done and it starts to get boring they leave...
There are people who do help but majority are there for the show.. its harsh but true Ive seen it for myself and believe many of you have too.

next time think before you speed...is it going to be life or the party your late for.. whats more important?..

Something a little angel told me...

When we are young we have a simple and realistic approach to everything but as we grow up we count every penny and start wondering about our careers and opportunities and forget the little things in life ...

sister to brother; Hey you took money from me when are you giving it back?..

Friends; Listen I cant help you with your home work..something important came up.. (like going out with friends?)

teacher to student; you didn't do so good in this test maybe you should drop the subject..

Why do we change so much... and second chances are less to nothing?

My brother and i were fighting a few days back because he wouldn't give me the computer and my younger cousin asked me why I was fighting.. and I told her; "He used the computer all day yesterday and now i want it.." and she said "But did he use it today?" and that made me realize she was right..

This little girl came and inspired me.. made me realize that fighting was never the solution...

Hope this little ones thoughts help you because they helped me...

Good bye for now

Standing here alone
I think of the time we've spent together..
But today you left without good bye..
My heart skipped as i looked around me..
you were a good friend...
you were my strength and my personal sun...
waking me up every day for another day
another reality..
and i remember slipping away from it all as soon as I met you

Funny how time passed and I forgot to see the good things in life..
now your leaving..
Its too late to stop you..
its never good to be selfish..
Go on and achieve what you believe in.. I wont stop you..
and on the way if your ever lost... look back.
IL always be around..
don't forget me my friend as I will never forget you..

IL hold on to that picture till the day you return..